walk don't run
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
VIDEO GAME RECYCLING! :D
So I got a pretty new-to-me DS Lite for Christmas and three Pokemon games and a Harvest Moon game. And I've been pretty busy.
But right when I got them, there was stuff all over the place and the DS games are REALLY tiny (like, I thought I had issues keeping my Gameboy Advance games safe and not lost). And then I remembered how you can actually put GBA games in Gameboy Color game cases... (these things for those of you who never had a gameboy/never had the cases)
And so I found a couple of mine and HEY, THREE DS GAMES FIT IN ONE! Which is perfect for me 'cause I have four games--three go in the case and then one goes in the DS. Very useful!
And then I have an old GBA carrying case thingy that I got at a garage sale forever ago. It's long 'cause it was for the original GBA, not the square SPs.
That exact one, actually. :D
And, surprise surprise, the DS fits really well into that, too!
I got a cool new DS.
(Well, not that new, 'cause it's refurbished and not a 3DS--I feel like one of those would give me a headache anyway.)
And I'm using all my old stuff with it.
...
I feel cool.
(also, none of these are my pictures.)
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Blue Screen of Death
And so this happened. I don't know quite what it is, but... I sort of like it. (Also, the 2012 only happens to be my graduation year/end of the world/this coming year by accident. It's a math thing, really. ((if someone wants to figure it out, hint hint--it's in base 35! ..sort of... kinda...)))
While it's a false statement to say my heart beats only for you
'Cause it's actually 'cause my brain tells it to
It's a little bit true
that when you come near
it beats faster and faster
And I can't breathe thought i should be able to
But my brain freezes up
My heart beats faster and faster, lungs shut down
Numbers and words come easy
'til you're around
You're my blue screen of death
Shutting me down
The wires cross and it doesn't work
There's been a fatal error
Nothing works but shutting down
Reboot the system, starting over
You're not here, yet the thoughts still linger
Brain moves sloooowlyyy, doesn't compute
A total system failure is eminent
I can't let go
You're my blue screen of death
Shutting me down
The wires cross and it doesn't work
There's been a fatal error
Nothing works but shutting down
two-oh-one-two
It's what I want to say
But that's not quite right, either
You're my blue screen of death
Shutting me down
The wires cross and it doesn't work
There's been a fatal error
Nothing works but shutting down
two-oh-one-two
I like you...
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Pre-Calc: CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.
Yesterday, in Pre-calc, my teacher was handing out the note packets and stopped at my table a little longer than normal. The conversation went something like this:
"You know, I've noticed that you go ahead in the book."
*questioning look*
"Copying the notes from there and stuff? Yeah, I saw. But last night, when I was typing this up, I remembered you did that, so I changed the last examples."
"Wha-- uh--"
"So ha! You can't do that anymore." *walks away*
*looking at notes* "Wha... why would she do that?! I understand the math... and I just do it so I can get my homework done quicker! Fine. You think I can't do this?"
(Ending of the story: I got my notes done early.)
Saturday, November 5, 2011
INTRO OR EXTRO?
Monday, October 31, 2011
Anxiety Cat, you so helpful!
1. be safe
things we can’t help but do all the time:
1. second-guess ourselves
2. behave impulsively and reactively
3. take everything personally
4. worry
5. worry
6. worry
7. have difficulty accepting compliments
8. have difficulty reciprocating friendly gestures
9. have difficulty finding the courage to respond
10. have difficulty not being suspicious of others’ intentions
11. make a huge deal out of the smallest thing
things you should keep in mind:
1. we’re scared of everything
2. pretty much all of the time
3. it’s an actual disorder
4. it manifests as impulsive behavior
5. you can’t fix us with words
6. telling us “worrying is silly” won’t make us stop worrying
7. it’ll only make us feel silly
8. and then we’ll worry even more
9. “oh god, am i worrying too much? what if they call me silly again?”
10. like that
11. also, we wear a lot of armor
12. cold, heavy, affection-proof armor with spikes
13. we constructed this armor as children
14. we’re fairly certain you will never be able to pry it apart
15. but there is a nice person under there, we promise
things you can do for a friend with an anxiety disorder:
1. stick around
2. ask them if they’re comfortable in a place or situation
3. be willing to change the place or situation if not
4. activities that help them take their mind off of things are good!
5. talk to them even when they might not talk back
6. (they’re probably too afraid to say the wrong thing)
7. try not to take their reactions (or lack thereof) personally
8. (the way they expresses themself is distorted and bent because of their constant fear)
9. (and they knows this)
10. give them time to respond to you
11. they will obsess over how they are being interpreted
12. they will anticipate being judged
13. it took me four hours just to type this much
14. even though i sound casual
15. that’s because i have an anxiety disorder
things you shouldn’t do:
1. tell us not to worry
2. tell us we’ll be fine
3. mistake praise for comfort
4. ask us if we are “getting help”
5. force us to be social
6. force us to do things that trigger us
7. “face your fears” doesn’t always work
8. because—remember—scared of everything
9. in fact, it would be more accurate to say we are scared of the fear itself
emergency action procedure for panic attacks:
1. be calm
2. be patient
3. don’t be condescending
4. remind us that we’re not “crazy”
5. sit with us
6. ask us to tighten and relax our muscles one by one
7. remind us that we are breathing
8. engage us in a discussion (if we can talk, then we can breathe)
9. if we are having trouble breathing, try getting us to exhale slowly
10. or breathe through our nose
11. or have us put our hands on our stomach to feel each breath
12. ask us what needs to change in our environment in order for us to feel safe
13. help us change it
14. usually, just knowing that we have someone on our side willing to fight our scary monsters with us is enough to calm us down
if you have an anxiety disorder:
1. it’s okay.
2. even if you worry that it’s not okay.
3. it’s still okay. it’s okay to be scared. it’s okay to be scared of being scared.
4. you are not crazy. you are not a freak.
5. i know there’s a person under all that armor.
6. and i know you feel isolated because of it.
7. i won’t make you take it off.
8. but know that you are not alone.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
It was great when it all began-- I was a regular Frankie fan.
(kind of xD)
IT WAS PRETTY COOL.
I had better make-up at the start of the day, but apparently my eyeliner is crap. xD And I had band, so no mo' lipstick. And I was tired when I got home from school, so I didn't bother re-doing it. -__-
Here's a practice picture, though. :D
so yeah. NEXT MONTH I WILL ALSO DRESS UP... and the month after that and the month after that because I'm cool like that. And dressing up is fun and I just wanna do it for my senior year. Because dressing up is soooo much fuuuuuun!!!!
...yeah.